Tuesday, March 31, 2009

I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairytale...

As my memory disappears, my soul will disappear too..

A Moment to Remember - the DVD that Bernard bought me.

I wanted to be alone. and so i went home and had one too many beers. and put on movies that aren't exactly very helpful - My Sassy Girl, and A Moment to Remember.

Is the feeling of losing someone, like the feeling of being forgotten?

The last part, her letter to him, is heart-breaking.
I'm sorry, I'm so sorry. I never meant to break your heart. God, what have I done? Are you crying now? I don't want to see you crying or in pain. I wanted to make you happy. But all I've done is put you in agony.

Don't get me wrong. I love you and only you. I only think of you. I only remember you. How badly do I wish to show you my heart. Is there any way I can do that while my memory remains?

Oh my heart races. I love you dearly. I don't want to forget that. and I must not.
Can you see that? Can you feel my heart? I'm afraid my just-returned memory will leave me again... before I tell you everything I have to say. I love you. and I'm sorry. I met you because I was forgetful. and now I'm leaving you because I'm forgetful.

You were the best thing that ever happened to me. How thankful I am to God for having sent you as a gift to me. I don't have to remember you. You are a part of me. I smile, laugh, and smell like you do. I might forget you, but nothing can drive you out of my body. Although you have never told me you loved me, I know deep in my heart that you love me. Forgive me for leaving you. Please.




The lyrics of the song:

Can I ask you this
When the memory calls
I can talk about our love story
All over again
You watching me asleep
And you in my dream
Will never fade away
A moment to remember forever
You're turning away
I can't hide my tears
I couldn't say I love you
I yearn for that time I had with you
My beloved memory
cannot be erased

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