"Must take good care of yrself now tat u r living on yr own.." 二嫂 texted me back when i told her i cooked soup n veg for dinner today n its very comforting (she gave me the pots). n stopped short of sounding like a broken record when i resisted saying dat i wish i can cook for Bernard too.
"How are you feeling about Bernard now?" asks Xiuling yesterday. i thot for a while... seems okie, i said. i even entertain crushes from time to time :o)
except when something cuts too close to what's been buried in my heart.
such as 变奏曲, the drama that's airing on channel 8 every nite at 9pm now.
its silly, really, to be even affected by drama serials. sounds auntie hor?? :P but i'm so strangely drawn to the show. however painful (like PS I Love You..), i seem to be searching for something when watching such shows. searching for... how the character copes, how she moves on (or not?), and if she does, the second chances that life sometimes hands out. and then i compare with my own life. like.. if i can find some similarities, i might find some hope as well.
so.. am i writing the same old things over n over again like 小柔? will there be a second chance, a new hope, somewhere down the road for me?
if given a chance, will i want to go back in time to change things? will you?
PS: i went to read the synopsis of all the episodes... wah its gonna be quite tragic. better not watch liaos! :P
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
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