sheesh... i wonder why i do these kinda stuffs to myself... as if my eyes aren't small enuff :P
for some reason i've yet to discover, i had a sudden impulse to watch the video i made of bernard and me again...
and for a good 10mins, i was alternating between crying my eyes out n laughing thru the tears. why laugh, i dunno also. at certain moments in the video, i felt so happy just watching bernard laugh. watching him pull silly faces, jumping off the plane, or just holding me in the crook of his arm.
now, i kinda like someone (erms again? nothing ever seems to come outta these crushes anyways) and i'm starting to think there's a self-destructive tendency in me leh.
crush -> girly excited -> uncertain -> miss bernard -> no more crush
i noe it's very bad, cos i'm hiding in the safety of my memory of bernard... a place that i know i am loved with all his heart, where there's no uncertainty, no games, no need to guess.
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