童话

17 years feels like a lifetime ago. It feels like it happened to a different person. I am 41 years old now, the last I knew Bernard, I was 24.

Sometimes I still feel like hiding in a corner and shedding a few tears for the life that never was. 

And thinking back on the life that I lived after that, how it continues to be different from the way I envisioned my life to be.

The only way I can ever reconcile this is to trust that God is in control.