"Must take good care of yrself now tat u r living on yr own.." 二嫂 texted me back when i told her i cooked soup n veg for dinner today n its very comforting (she gave me the pots). n stopped short of sounding like a broken record when i resisted saying dat i wish i can cook for Bernard too.
"How are you feeling about Bernard now?" asks Xiuling yesterday. i thot for a while... seems okie, i said. i even entertain crushes from time to time :o)
except when something cuts too close to what's been buried in my heart.
such as 变奏曲, the drama that's airing on channel 8 every nite at 9pm now.
its silly, really, to be even affected by drama serials. sounds auntie hor?? :P but i'm so strangely drawn to the show. however painful (like PS I Love You..), i seem to be searching for something when watching such shows. searching for... how the character copes, how she moves on (or not?), and if she does, the second chances that life sometimes hands out. and then i compare with my own life. like.. if i can find some similarities, i might find some hope as well.
so.. am i writing the same old things over n over again like 小柔? will there be a second chance, a new hope, somewhere down the road for me?
if given a chance, will i want to go back in time to change things? will you?
PS: i went to read the synopsis of all the episodes... wah its gonna be quite tragic. better not watch liaos! :P
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Came across your blog and just wanted to say that your story has touched me beyond words. I balled my eyes out after reading.
Thanks for sharing your beautiful story. I know of people who spend their whole lives looking for a love story like yours and never find it. I'm glad for you that you did.
You're a true inspiration. Keep going and stay strong.
love, TM
hi there, u may not know me but I'd like to extend my condolences..
I've always admired those who stood after adversity, always rmb "To love and lost is better than to not experience love at all"
Well wishes.. :)
Hi Grace,
I'm just a passerby that happened to stumble on to your blog.
I really really admire you for being a strong lady to withstand all the obstacles you have been through for the past 2 years!
when the moving gets tough, the tough gets going!
加油!!
:)
hi grace,
i don't know you personally, i just happened to stumbled upon your blog yesterday.
reading it has been very moving for me. i can't even begin to say that i understand the pain you're going through. but your strength and grace has really shone through in this blog of yours.
i just want to tell you that i know you must have alot of love and care in your life, and even if it isn't complete now.. i hope in time to come you will find another happiness that's lasts forever because you truly deserve it.
now stay strong even when life gets bumpy because bernard is up in heaven looking down on you and i'm sure all he wants if for you to go on living life the way you would if he was still here with you.
take lotsa care babe. big hug!
Hi Grace,
I stumbled upon your blog. I would like to express my deepest condolences.
I cried for a long time after reading your blog, and cannot even imagine what you had to go through.
You reminded me to cherish every moment I have with my loved ones, especially my fiance who recently proposed.
We may be strangers, but if I see you in person, I would like to give you a big, long hug.
I pray for God's continuing presence in your life, for He never leaves nor forsakes us. I pray for the Lord to watch over you. I pray for love, peace and joy in your life. Amen.
Jooch.
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