A year and seven months past...
Finally, somewhere along the way (i'm not exactly sure when), i've become ok with letting people know without fear... fear of people seeing me differently, fear of being the subject of pity.
i guess at some point along the way, i have finally learnt to let go. let go of the pain, the guilt, the fear, the knots in my heart. people have told me from the start that one day i will wake up and realize that it doesn't hurt as much anymore, and obviously i couldn't imagine.
and this morning, i finally threw away the bouquet of rocher chocolates that bernard had given to me when he proposed. realizing that keeping tangible items is not symbolic of keeping him in my heart.
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I'm glad that you're moving on and that you realise that it doesn't mean forgetting. :) Your new house looks very nice. Will you be able to move in before Chinese New Year?
i'm not too sure about that... cos even after TOP, they will release the keys in batches and then i'll do a little reno work to it. to be able to complete everything before Chinese New Year, i need to have the keys within the next two weeks! :P
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