Strange dreams

i had a strange dream last nite. perhaps it's a mish-mash of reactions and fears.

two nights ago, i dreamt abt my crush.
last night, i dreamt a very vivid dream abt KW (its been a really long time since i remembered any dreams).

[oh but before that dream abt KW, there was some long drama abt being under seige, evacuating, escaping, sneaking back home to hunt for liang2 shi2 (food supplies) and clothes, etc.]

and anyways dat dream was weird, cos apparently for KW (note: ex-bf), it was still in the getting-to-know-each-other stage. we went out for meals, and he'd be slightly late and i'm waiting. then he told me he purposely made me wait to see my reaction towards tardiness. and i explained to him that reactions can be controlled. like, i'd take the time to reply smses, read stuff, etc and time will pass and i won't notice. but if i chose to stare at the seconds and minutes passing, i'd be irritated and the meal wld be spoilt (totally random i noe).

so then, we went to some secluded village to walk walk. he told me to wait there while he went to check something out. night fell and he's still not back. i circled the village looking for him, and found a ranger. he saw KW's picture, and told me he saw someone that looked like him, pointing towards a very dark cluster of forest. He'll bring me to see if its him. my heart turned cold... i was scared that something had happened to him, and also worried the ranger wld harm me. my gloves was sitting on the bench, and (this is silly) i pointed one finger of the gloves towards the direction. and then... Ah Long called me to say they were coming by to pick me up for brunch.
*phew!*