So much for telling all my frens recently how nicely i am moving on...
Five minutes before i woke up this morning, i dreamt of Bernard with such vividness that it shook me.... i can almost feel the saltiness of his skin.
We were jogging together, and after stopping, i sat down and examined the mud spots on my new running shoes, wondering how to remove them.
He taught me some quick tips and tricks. i looked at him for a moment, hugged him very tightly, and cried... pleading with him to please don't leave me... or else who would be there to teach me all those little things in future...
then i woke up.
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My two pence worth of thoughts for my dear friend...
Moving on doesnt mean not thinking about him... its OK to hold him dear to you at times..
To keep him as that special someone in your life forever..
To reminisce on how he smells, how he smiles n how he loves...
To cry for him, to celebrate your special moments with him...
The line to draw is to know that he is safe in heaven watching over you and that you are moving on with life here on earth.
You have to move on with gusto and live life the fullest. You will in time to come love someone else and build a lovely family for yourself...
Do that for yourself for you truly deserve that. You have done well so far and I am so proud of you my little warrior....Continue that grace for i know that you are capable!
*Hugzz*
~A Big big hug for you~
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