Can you lose someone if you know where he is?
So, if i know n believe that bernard is in heaven, have i lost him?
it is an interesting question... more like a play on words. i haven't figured it out.
it's still very painful to think abt it. whether i try to recall happy times or terrifying moments it leaves me empty and sad. i've had dreams from which i wake up crying, the inevitable "why" still creeps into my mind every now and then... but i just don't talk about it anymore. because a combination of pride and peer pressure means that i have to be strong, deal with it, move on and be a better person for it.
as time passes, people will get tired of it... it's all just buried in my heart. not that i want to (in fact i don't), but i feel more and more distant from people. it's tiring especially to meet new people/old acquaintances and deal with all their questions.
If you have met "the one" and lost him/her, will you settle for someone else eventually? can you love again, and will that be considered second-best?
The difference between that, and someone who feels that he/she has not met "the one", is the finality of the first. I've asked many frens this, and thought a lot about it, but it is another question i have not found a satisfactory answer to.
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although we dun talk abt it, but i am always praying for you. no pressure, no "have to be strong", no "have to deal with it" but always in His time. :)
thank you dear... that's so comforting :)
i just have to keep reminding myself to trust in Him, His providence and His plans for me.
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